Can't Take It No More...

I just decided to blog.. Nothing much but what I'm gonna blog about here is my personal conflict... It's not just me, it's about my sister too...

Well, let's just say that this is on-going battle for quite some time now and I'm on the losing ground. You see, I've always wondered why God made siblings... Yeah, yeah, I should be thankful about having a sister and brother but sadly, my brother is getting to my nerves...

I know parents aren't perfect, but I just can't help it but say that I think my parents spoil my brother a lot. However, overall, my parents are fair to all 3 of us, but somehow, since my brother is the youngest and the ONLY SON, well, expect some biasness and spoil-ness... Oh well...

Lately, my brother has become really rude. He answers back, not only to my sister and I, but to my grandparents and parents too!!!! What triggered my anger is that, my parents NEVER took any action!!!! I was like, WHAT THE HECK???? Just this evening, he came back from basketball and threw himself on the sofa and nicely allowed the cushion to soak his sweat. When I touched the cushion, it was damp, so I went like: "E-yer... His sweat... his sweat... on the cushion... " Then my mom went like: "You don't have to raise your voice and all. Just tell him nicely" I was, I wasn't even raising my voice and I was making a statement... If I even DARED to sit on the sofa when I'm sweaty, you can count on my mom to scold me... And tell him nicely???? Like HELLO!!!! He answers you back when you make a comment that he does not like...

I really don't know... He's such a pain in the butt la... (Sorry la, but just gotta say it)... I've been patient enough... He's having his midterms and my parents never bugged him to study... He's free to do anything he likes... WTH??? Basically, he's just plain damn RUDE, LAZY, IRRITATING, and etc.... I know I shouldn't talk about my brother and all and that I should be a good sister and Christian, but my patience level has ran out. He deserves to be punished, whipped (like what I got when I was young, but my brother NEVER got) and well, get a taste of his own medicine...

I can't stand it anymore la... Each time I say something, he has something to answer back and if I say anything more after that, my mom would comment that I'm rude and that as an elder sister, I shouldn't talk like that to my brother... He escapes it... WTH??? When I sort of raise my voice cuz and he raised his, I get the scolding for doing so as "I'm not being a good example to him"... WTH???? Everything is about him... He gets away with everything... My grandmother cries each time she tells me how my brother treated her... He answers her back when she ask him to keep his clothes in the cupboard, etc... I really pity her as she has high hopes of him being a really good grandson... So much for that...

I just hope my parents would teach him a lesson soon... I just hope they won't spoil him further as it's just not benefiting him... And I hope that one day he'll realized his mistakes and etc....